how do you experience
the iridescence of the moon
without the magnetic pull
that used to throw sparks
between you and I
I your lunar goddess
and you my sun god
an interplay of shadows
we dance
enigmatic
a realm between
night
and day
wisps of time
stood still
and we kissed
the frost in my breath cooled
the heat of your touch
creating the mist over mountains
A Corporeal Entity: Nonbinary, Goth
Abilities/Attributes: Witch, glamor, spell caster, empath, telepath, immortal, enchantress, fire wielder, day walker, shape shifter, space and time skimmer
Race: Fae, Human Vampyre
Character Traits: Reddish/brown hair, hazel/green eyes, 5'5", pale skin
Born: in the Fae realm
Age: 49 (actual age unknown - time works different in the fae realm)
Father:
Abilities/Attributes: Warlock, spell caster, telepathy, telekinesis, empath
Race: human
Character Traits dark hair, dark eyes pale skin, 5'11"
Mother:
Abilities/Attributes: Enchantress, glamor, spell caster, immortal, summoner, empath
Race: Fae
Character Traits: flaming red hair, green eyes, pale skin
Lore:
My father accidentally broke through the wards of the Fae realm and summoned the Fae king. The Fae king was impressed with his abilities and invited him to live in the Fae realm and learn their magiks.
Time works differently in the Fae realm so there's no telling how long he was there he had learned a great many things and one day while practicing weaving his human spells with fae magik he saw the most beautiful Fae he had ever seen, it was the Fae king's daughter Aularia, the enchantress. He became enamored with her and found that they had similar abilities.
They became wed and had me. I was born beneath stars that no longer exist and only their light remains. As long as I remained in the fae realm I would be immortal, but should I ever leave, my human side would eventually cause me to age and fade away. My fae side would give me an unnaturally long life and maintain my youthful beauty
Forty-eight years ago I came to the human realm. My father and mother stayed in the Fae realm. Though my mother could visit, if my father left the fae realm after the eons had passed he would disintegrate.
When I was 17, I met and fell in love with a vampyre. I wanted to be with him forever, but I knew he would not survive in the fae realm. The only option was to have him turn me. My mother warned that vampyres were not natural immortals and therefore bored easily with the passage of time and his love for me would not last. I chose to ignore believing that I would be the exception. I became a vampyre. Because of being part Fae, the sun was not a threat to my life but it was uncomfortable and I do burn easily I still have a heartbeat and I don't require blood to survive.
my mind's in a mental state
of dead space
trying to stay clear
of the thoughts
that bring tears
to my eyes
trying to numb the pain
by overloading my brain
playing the same refrain
bad habits
that still bring me back
to missing you
my eyes are turning stormy
skies grow darker
air turns colder
the season of the witch
winter is coming
and my eyes are storms
beauty turns sour
in my stomach
deep down who are we really
but oblivion
pretending to be bright stars
but eventually
imploding
and the depths of our abyss
consume the shallow
surface can no longer be perceived
we manifest the blackhole
we always were
solitarily alone
trying to feel
something
from the words
of strangers
all these vibrations
pass through me
I fight against the harvest
of my mind
the reaping of my soul
but who am I really
deep down
to my fundamental parts
I'm just a collection of atoms
the manifestation of the dust
of stars
cold and distant
empty
long dead
light
break me apart
into molecules
even smaller
separate my atoms
exploding into funeral pyre
naught even ashes
to ashes
nor
dust
to dust
break me down
destroy my sorrow
I do not wish to exist
