my eyes are turning stormy
skies grow darker
air turns colder
the season of the witch
winter is coming
and my eyes are storms
I'm a high functioning psychotic existentialist with dissociative tendencies and antisocial leanings. These are my ravings to the void
my eyes are turning stormy
skies grow darker
air turns colder
the season of the witch
winter is coming
and my eyes are storms
beauty turns sour
in my stomach
deep down who are we really
but oblivion
pretending to be bright stars
but eventually
imploding
and the depths of our abyss
consume the shallow
surface can no longer be perceived
we manifest the blackhole
we always were
solitarily alone
trying to feel
something
from the words
of strangers
all these vibrations
pass through me
I fight against the harvest
of my mind
the reaping of my soul
but who am I really
deep down
to my fundamental parts
I'm just a collection of atoms
the manifestation of the dust
of stars
cold and distant
empty
long dead
light
break me apart
into molecules
even smaller
separate my atoms
exploding into funeral pyre
naught even ashes
to ashes
nor
dust
to dust
break me down
destroy my sorrow
I do not wish to exist
the agency
with which vibration
moves through the soul
rending the calm
to chaos
within a fractured moment
it is a function
and manifestation
of the universe