Precipices

 

 

   gravity edging

          the event horizon

 

towards a black hole

 

         implode supernova

             go little rock star

 

Dark Matter

 

  I know you like my darkness

  I know you want my oblivion

 

          let me fuck you till you fade

  

    I'll take away your pain

  fall away

          and let go

 

         of everything

 

 I'll take control

 as the climax unfolds

 in every murmur

     every moan

 

  the pounding rhythm grows

Existentiality

 

   in this moment

         I am alone

    I am nothing

     I am unknown

 

  I am nothing to anyone

          always on my own

    always unknown

 

  my existence has no meaning

           no purpose

 

   I am a consciousness

 adrift in an abyss

          of chaos

 

   no safe haven

      no home

Belly Ache

 

  this is the kind of lonely

    when the ache

  makes you think

     there's internal bleeding

 

  when you can't breathe

    can't cry

     can't scream

        cause it's eating you up inside

 

  so you shove it down

       even more

      and you hide behind your smile

 

   and pretend

      

     you're just fine on your own

 

    all alone

     

The Vast Expanse of Thought

 

I.

 

my mind is a multiverse

of multidimensional time shifts

 

   there are numerous

   things occupying it

 

I never can tell just what

 

II.

 

       always a dichotomy

 

two thoughts juxtaposed

                   one desired

          one opposed

 

which one takes precedence

         depends on the hour

                            I suppose

 

III.

 

everything is always on the verge

            between two elements

                         chaos

         and perfection

 

but the center must always hold

 

IV.

 

           the center

is merely a balancing act

 

we are an eternity at existence

                         everything

        and nothing

 

oblivion will come

and our nothingness

will be complete.

 

V.

 

something is still lacking

       what is it

 

     faith

 

    the constant struggle

         that unfolds

Querries

 

am I better than the emptiness

that lies behind your eyes

when you look inside

 

I see the shadows in your mind

the demons carving out your soul

                      let me in

 

feel me in your veins

I'll fill you up with my light

burning away the darkest nights

 

leave you with just enough

               to give you fight