it's an affliction
this daily living
trying to find the reason
the meaning behind
the glitches
in this matrix
is it religion
or a multiversal
implosion
all the timelines
starting to collide
the strings of this theory
being braided into one universe
until it collapses in on itself
blackhole style
sittin with this affliction
I'm bitten
an addict
on Adderall
my brain's hittin
super sonic
do you remember
how to breathe me in
inhale with a kiss
and taste the sweetness
of my skin
lips pursed around your scent
sweet sins let me in
I'll find my way into your heart
burst through your soul
like a supernova
stardust will fill your eyes
when you open up to me
you'll carry me into your oblivion
and we'll learn
to be one with each other
in the stillness
stillness is a practice
of the highest art
monks in hidden monasteries
spend lifetimes
learning
to be still
to be one with the stillness
body
mind
and soul
I shall never been a master
only ever a student
in this pursuit
the voices in my head
are holding court
each one giving evidence
before the Red Queen
(that is me)
she sits enthroned
by shattered hearts
bleeding before the jury
unimpressed
her majesty sits
amidst the thorns
her roses red wilted to the floor
she surveys the crowd
of my accusers
gathered to witness a reckoning
the bells clang
who are you
charges laid before her gown
but can you make them stick
call me a heretic
because I don't plead the fifth
I speak my case before the flowers
I'm still Alice
I just fell very far from reality
the hatter spoke up in this matter
you've lost your muchness
alice
